Last edited 2009-11-28.
I urge everyone connected to Best Pals to erase all versions of this graphic as a result
of their shameful behaviour the week before Halloween 2009. The stupid thing is that I had
no desire to re-join when they contacted me and begged me to please, please come back.
The pledge was so desperate I felt I should give it a try for old times sake. Mostly cause
the owner is VERY old and I wanted to make her happy. I was VERY careful to tell her
it would only be on trial since I wasn't sure I would have time for it. She accepted and
promissed it would not be as much work as it was earlier when I was a member in 2006.
Which turned out to be false. Now I know that they've invited several new members, perhaps
in the same way they invited me, I don't know. I do know, cause Norma told me, they've expelled
many others before me. The reason given was cause they didn't behave or follow the rules.
Now I know they might have, and it wasn't good enough how much they tried. But what I do know
for sure is that this kind of behaviour started after I left back in May 2006. The only new member
after that who's stayed is Dereth Maria Magdalena Montero and she's a resident of
Texas. This is a study in how she gets rid of unwanted members from the group.
If she does it on purpose or if it just comes natural to her, I have no information on.
Some says she's dishonest, but I only have the word of one person for that and she's both
old and now proven having a very unreliable judgement. It's the same person as I've been in
contact with about this, since she too was a member back in 2006. According to her all problems
began when Malena arrived, but apart from that I will not repeat what she wrote to me as she's
been contacted by someone involved with this PSP-group, who seems to have figured out she's
been telling me things and to shut her up for good they told her fairytales about me.
Whoever that person was she would not share it with me, only what she'd "learnt" by sending me
a very rude order to take down things about her on the internet I have never published, so that
will be hard to do. That shows that she's not a reliable source and that what I initially was
told about this woman might not be all wrong. That is "she's rude" and things now confirmed by
her mean mail to me, and by her not replying to my respons and making any excuses for her false
accusations. So yes, what I was told was no lie and even though she back in 2006 was a nice woman
she's changed and is now not the same lovely lady. So my empathy for her has shrunk significantly
after this, though I do realize she might have some dementia, like also Malena above might and
the very old leader surely might have. Anyways, this leads to that I will not trust what she told
me to be more then her view on past events and nothing more. What she did do was confirm that what
happened to me was more or less what happened to her. Here is a shortversion of what happened to me:
I'd done all the missions and was done for the month when Malena wrote to me publicly:
"I do want to tell you it's nice (the graphic I'd just done). BUT, I must warn you that
this will upset Norma." And then she said I had to do the graphic EXACTLY as the tutorial,
which I understood ment to not use the second colour of the sky that the tutorial had proposed.
By the way, if you click on DMMM's name above you'll see were her ip-number leads to. Mine leads
you to this beautiful Garden
of Eden - just click here to go to my own Paradise. It's not the correct Latitude and
Longitude obviously, so you need to look long and hard to find this Kingdom of Bounty and Beauty.
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Image of the one I did, compared with the tutorial I copied:
Must admit mine looks NOT 100% like the tutorial, but I did things the tutorial writer had
suggested, like the bent arrows around the tent, and then I kind of wanted the trees more
treelike then they were done, and the sky more skylike. Guess that was very naughty of me.
Me bad.
Ravings about a stupid tutorial and other things
Malena herself had done alot of colour-mistakes on her indian-tent graphic that in NO WAY was
included in the tutorial. This she did alot, and an Amaryllis of hers I will definitly demonstrate
as a perfect example of NOT doing the tutorial with the right colours as instructed. She's used
lighter colours when it was darker we were supposed to use. All I had done was to use one of
the proposed colours, not one I made up by myself like she does all the time. All the rest was
as close as I could get to the original. Still, her suggestion that I was misbehaving got the
leaders attention and shortly afterwards I was gone. I did offer to change the sky-colour, but
that message Malena conveniently DID NOT share with the leader when she was forwarding one mail
only to her I had written. That mail was a later one, and not the one I had replied to the one
she'd sent to the group. So the others only knew her first mail, and my last. They did not know
what I wrote in reply to her first mail, or what she replied to that one. As we're not allowed
to chat on the list I had to reply privately to her. And she knew it and used this against me,
since she also knew that Norma would never read one single letter I wrote to her after she had
wrapped her story in the right way. That is, in a totally twisted way, I'm sure, cause up until
then Norma's brain seemed to be in working order. After Malena's mail she got a total meltdown.
This is what happened to me, and apparently atleast to one other member. How many else they've
done this evil deed to - who knows? The odd thing is that even in the mail she DID pass on to
the others I actually praised the whole group in so many words it's insane I'd be expelled due
to it. Then, I don't know what kind of translation Malena had added to my mail, but whatever
it was, it must have twisted my words from praise to malice. That or they all the time had
intended to expell me for fun after having me believe they accepted me into the group.
After all my years of fake people I wasn't easily going to actually believe in total strangers,
so if it was any intent of harm behind their actions they only gave themselves BAD KARMA.
A few days later I was happy and fine again and felt that I've managed to shed their projected
demons. I generally avoid crowds and groups, unless it's people of the love vibration cause of
the shadow demons out of balanced people shed on others. Very uncomfortable feeling. After
the hostility from them I wanted to find out more about them. I hadn't felt any need in picking
them apart before this as it's easier to generally love people when you don't know all the crap
they're believing in and clutter their lives with. I wanted to know them to understand what in me
that made them react this way. I had shared all my websites freely and that in spite I've been
attacked before due to them. To a spiritually alive and loving person my sites are beautiful,
even magical, but the zombies usually hate them. I did think some of the PSP-members could be
witches, perhaps pagans, so my thought was that they might be black magic evil witches from
the west. I am a white wizard from the north, me. Atleast according to the Mayan Oracle.
From another friend in that country I've understood alot of the women there are witches and
think they got powers over others. She's like me a white wizards and are always attacked by
these evil women. If I'd be a witch I'd say I was one of the forest, a natural witch who only
use the magic that comes from within and empowers me to create things of great beauty from nothing.
Nature, earth, animals and all living things from the planet are intuned with me and always have
been since I entered into this restricted existence you call human life on Earth through the portal
from the Heavenly Realms. Off-balance people are not in tuned and they disturb all other things
by their constant projections of their own shadow selves on others. They need to deal with their
own shadows and start to grow or it'll be too late for them to catch up.
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Image of the one Malena did, compared with the tutorial she copied:
So, if I could not do ANYTHING differently, how come she can change so much in hers? The flap,
the arrows, the inside with wrong colours and the rope is missing holding the sticks together.
The only thing I'd had to do, was to change the sky-colour. It would take 5 minutes on a graphic
that took me 6 hours to finish, but they would not have it. No pardon.
© ibeoDesign Vetteljus.org - All text above is copyright me, as is all my graphics.
The graphics not mine is used only for demonstration purpose. The four black witches
of the PSP-group I want to inform that I live on a very strong vortex-center linked
to Stonehenge and on to the whole world and that as a witch of the powers of nature
I have on this page added an ancient spell against all enimies returning illwill to
the sender. If they feel like my enimies they are in severe problem. ;-)
